“M” – Message from the Inside #2

December 10, 2010 § Leave a comment

Hi,

You will find that the plight of many, such as me, are not looked upon with great empathy.  You remeber me telling you about my brother-in-law—he is very connected in the Washington arena—and he has been very frank—“Joe six-pack” does not give a damn about us—and he will not give  a damn until he realizes that this is costing him—out of pocket–long-term, as most leave prison broke and without any resources—one reason what I wrote you about is such an important deal–as it can be used to bring forth to the public—the needs and what can be accomplished.
I should be medically cleared to go back to a level 2 within a week or so—then I am hoping to get back to the camp soon.  Let me know when you get the letter—please be
careful as to responses–as I do not want anyone to get the wrong idea.

Let me know–love, M

Why take on a project as big as NPJP?

December 7, 2010 § Leave a comment

I’ve forgotten to tell you WHY I am pursuing this project!  There are many reasons, but here is one to much on.

On Monday, November 22, 2010, I had the honor of dropping off a very special person in my life to serve her federal prison sentence.  Thankfully,she is an incarcerated mother pretty her close to home (she has two young children).  She asked me a question that was tremendous, once you really think about the question…

“If those planes had hit a prison full of people on 9/11, do you think there would have been the same reaction?  Would those families get compensation for their loss?”

I know the questions was hypothetical, but at the same time, it really wasn’t.  She wanted me to say that people would still care about this wholly forgotten portion of our society.  And it tore me up inside that I could not give her more than “their friends and family would have cared, but with the way prisons and prisoners are portrayed on the whole, I’m really not sure.”

She was also acknowledging a decrease in her self-esteem, her self-worth and her value to society.  Where and how did she (and the majority of people not intimately associated with a loved one in the prison system) get this acute idea that once convicted they are worth less?  It’s obvious she felt these feelings of stigma and mental incarceration long before she ever physically started her prison term.

Then the question is, how much deeper does this feeling go once the convicted get inside of those walls?

This experience is only one piece, but reflects many very powerful intangible issues associated with conviction, sentencing and incarceration.  Issues that, if not addressed, lead to nothing good.

Addressing these internal issues is the goal of NPJP.

“M” – Message from the Inside #1

December 6, 2010 § Leave a comment

I received this message today from a dear friend of mine.  We will be working on project for the women who leave our prison system to have employment.  Although the National Prison Journal Project is for all prisoners, we cannot underestimate the need of more specific initiatives respecting the different needs of men and women behind bars.

My dear, 

I am here due to a medical issue—I have been at the Camp in Lexington—you will have a good laugh when I tell you why I left Danbury.  Ms. R nearly lost her baby—as we were exposed to truly lethal doses of toxic mold—I was taken to NY, then here.   I have about 36 months until I am out—I want to have much in place before that—so I will advise you as to the persons working on the project and what can be done.  You will not mind if I were to “pimp” you out—we can truly do some real good for these women—trust me it is worse than you can believe.

I will try to write you soon–and will e-mail—-I am weak –had surgery – got a horrible infection, re-operated on two weeks later—left with open wound from my belly-button to my crotch–.  Been on antibiotic drips—etc. and lots of medicine–am healing and truly being given good care.  Okay–lots more to tell you—take care.
Love,  M

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