Why take on a project as big as NPJP?

December 7, 2010 § Leave a comment

I’ve forgotten to tell you WHY I am pursuing this project!  There are many reasons, but here is one to much on.

On Monday, November 22, 2010, I had the honor of dropping off a very special person in my life to serve her federal prison sentence.  Thankfully,she is an incarcerated mother pretty her close to home (she has two young children).  She asked me a question that was tremendous, once you really think about the question…

“If those planes had hit a prison full of people on 9/11, do you think there would have been the same reaction?  Would those families get compensation for their loss?”

I know the questions was hypothetical, but at the same time, it really wasn’t.  She wanted me to say that people would still care about this wholly forgotten portion of our society.  And it tore me up inside that I could not give her more than “their friends and family would have cared, but with the way prisons and prisoners are portrayed on the whole, I’m really not sure.”

She was also acknowledging a decrease in her self-esteem, her self-worth and her value to society.  Where and how did she (and the majority of people not intimately associated with a loved one in the prison system) get this acute idea that once convicted they are worth less?  It’s obvious she felt these feelings of stigma and mental incarceration long before she ever physically started her prison term.

Then the question is, how much deeper does this feeling go once the convicted get inside of those walls?

This experience is only one piece, but reflects many very powerful intangible issues associated with conviction, sentencing and incarceration.  Issues that, if not addressed, lead to nothing good.

Addressing these internal issues is the goal of NPJP.

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